Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Changes Are A Comin (spelling intentional)

It was my birthday last week.  I turned fifty five years old. Now as most people who are older can attest to, when you are young you never, or very rarely, think about what your life will be like when you are older. (And right now I am definitely putting myself in that "older" category) You more than likely feel as if there is "plenty of time to get to that", or "I really would like to do this but....".  Oh by the way, this is me.                      

My name is Karen Koyote.  

I grew up in a "Southern" Oklahoma family.  
Now this doesn't mean I was in Southern Oklahoma mind you. Tennessee was on one side of the Trail of Tears, Oklahoma was on the other.  Not only that, but many Tennesseans (remember Daniel Boone?) migrated to Texas.  Some then drifted up into Oklahoma looking for even better opportunities as the land opened up (translate stole) from the tribal lands.  With them came Southern attitudes, customs and food.  I came from a "Southern" Oklahoma family. 
OK now, back to the gettin old part.  So here I am, turning fifty five, and I'm looking at myself and thinking You know Karen, time is getting kinda short, don't you think it's about time to pursue the things that you have always wanted to do?  Thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinkiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing. Why yes I do! It is time to let go of all the excuses, stallings, distractions, and fears and move on to participate in the activities that give me the most joy. So what is this activity that gives me joy? What is it that makes me lose track of time and go into the "zone"?  Should I tell them now? Maybe I'll make em wait till the next post.  Naw I'll tell them.
The activity that gives me that kind of joy is.....
ART 
More specifically
VISUAL ART
More specifically
PAINTING

This blog is an invitation to join me on my journey of discovery, as I traverse the terrain of self exploration. (ie, my whole life is getting ready to change, sort of like when you decide to organize your junk drawer).  
Welcome aboard!! 

5 comments:

  1. This is my first blog. Very cool.

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    1. And you launched it on MY 59th birthday, which makes me ponder wandering down this "what makes me most happy" path with you. Thanks and congrats on all your happy shifts!

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  2. YAAAYYYYY!!!!!! I'm so PROUD of you, Karen!!!! :O) I wonder why it takes us SOOOO LONG to figure this out???? LMAO! I just turned 65 last month and I FINALLY found MY Bliss! :O) Photography! And I'm finding out I'm pretty good at it, too! Now THAT was an epiphany, in itself! LOL! We are our own worst critics, but after a lot of the students, "and" the teacher, telling me I have a great eye, and that I should frame some of my shots, I finally decided to stop beating myself up and just GO WITH THE FLOW!!!! And flowing it is! :O)

    I hope you are already doing your painting! Please post some for us, if you are, okay? And if you're just starting, I totally get that you want to wait until "you" are happy with it.

    Blessings, Love and Light to you on your new journey! Can't WAIT to see your Bliss in action!!!! :O)

    Vicki

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    1. Vicki Thank you so much for the encouragement! Pictures are on the next page and more to come soon!

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    2. Karen, you are an awesome and amazing artiste! Congratulations on yer new pages here... and for the courage to step forward in your Heart's work...

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